December 1, 2010

I can honestly say, life is slowly going down the shitter for me at the moment. I’ll wake up feeling completely lost, days seem to be getting longer and longer and it’s driving me insane. Yesterday was a good example of how fucked up things seem to be for me at the moment… Had a great day out with 2 of my friends, but when I get home I’m like a fucking crazy woman! Not even joking, can’t keep calm about things at all when I’m in this house, I honestly think I need to get out of here, soon. I know I’m a hot headed person but lately, psychotic is the closest thing to what I’ve been feeling.

I feel like I’m waiting for something to happen, something that’s going to change things for me, there are 1001 things that it could be, I just want to know now what this thing is. I was hoping it was getting back into college, but that just seems to have made me feel even more uncomfortable about the way things are going for me. It’s not like theres anything I can do about it apart from wait.



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